Going into Saturday I had nearly no expectations. The past
six months had been plagued by my fair share of health problems. However, after
finally receiving a diagnosis that I was B12 deficient and starting a regimen
of shots my health improved drastically and quickly all within the month
preceding the race. So as the marathon grew closer and my training times got faster I
had no idea what to expect. My last run the Saturday before the marathon I
somehow clocked a 7:53 mile as my last mile during my 12-mile run and I started
to let myself think I could maybe run this marathon faster than I had been
planning. My really optimistic secret goal was a 3 hour and 45 minute
finish (8:35/mile).
I took the Friday before my marathon off work and spent the day
getting ready. I felt the most relaxed I ever have before a race.
I dropped Ben off at work (he sadly couldn’t get time off to come with me this year) and headed to Provo. I quickly picked up my race stuff at the expo.
Then headed over to my friends Emily and Ryan’s to stay for the night. Emily and I used to be roommates in college so it was just like old times.
Carbo-loading at its finest. |
I dropped Ben off at work (he sadly couldn’t get time off to come with me this year) and headed to Provo. I quickly picked up my race stuff at the expo.
Then headed over to my friends Emily and Ryan’s to stay for the night. Emily and I used to be roommates in college so it was just like old times.
College Days. We are so painfully sober in this picture. |
Alarm was at 3:15am. I was ready and out of the door at
3:30am. On the buses by 3:45am. Uneventful bus ride. Arrived at the starting
line in Wallsburg at 4:25am. Had an hour and a half to kill before starting.
I ate my bagel, drank Gatorade and huddled next to one of the fires
they had going. I was freezing (which is why I took zero pictures). As the starting time grew closer I made
my way to the line and decided to start with the 3:50 pacer. I head the pacer say he was
planning to bank some time since we have a downhill start before hitting the
hills. I figured it would
help me start conservatively, but I could speed up if I felt good and if not
3:50 would be a time I would be happy with. And we were off.
I felt surprisingly good at the start despite my ambitious pace. It was clear the people around me
did as well because they were all chatting. I kept talking to myself to make
sure my breathing was okay. For about the first half of a marathon you should
be able to speak without sounding out of breath so I would say phrases to
myself occasionally to see how I was doing.
Yeah I am sure I looked really cool and not at all crazy…
Mile 1: 8:34
Mile 2: 8:24
Mile 3: 8:22
It was incredibly helpful having run this race last year and
knowing where the big hills were. The first 7 miles flew by because I knew the
race wouldn’t REALLY start for me until the 3 big hills from miles 8-9. I spent
most of the first miles visualizing the hills and lecturing myself on how it
would hurt but that was just temporary. When I rounded the corner and saw them I
made myself just think of it one hill at a time.
Mile 4: 8:27
Mile 5: 8:26
Mile 6: 8:30
Mile 7: 8:27
First of three hills via Google Maps. Makes it look far less menacing than is really is... |
Mile 8: 8:41
Mile 11: 8:22
Downhill was nice, but my legs started to hurt before I even hit the half. I was also getting a little bored. I didn’t want to listen to music yet so I just kept trying to reassess my goals. I had passed the 3:50 pacer before we reached the first set of hills and getting close to the half I realized I was on pace to finish under 3:45 and was still feeling pretty good. However, passing the official halfway point I thought “my race is only halfway done, but my legs are almost all the way done”. They hurt.
Mile 12: 8:30
Downhill was nice, but my legs started to hurt before I even hit the half. I was also getting a little bored. I didn’t want to listen to music yet so I just kept trying to reassess my goals. I had passed the 3:50 pacer before we reached the first set of hills and getting close to the half I realized I was on pace to finish under 3:45 and was still feeling pretty good. However, passing the official halfway point I thought “my race is only halfway done, but my legs are almost all the way done”. They hurt.
Mile 12: 8:30
Mile 13: 8:27
Half Time: 1:51:32
I decided I would turn my music on at mile 16, but then pushed it back more because it still felt too early. There were a few small hills here and then one last big mile from 16-17. I knew that after that hill most of the race would be downhill.
At mile 16 we passed Bridal Veil Falls. I didn't take any pictures while running so thanks to the internet for this one. |
Mile 15: 8:11
Mile 16: 8:19
Mile 17: 8:24
At around mile 20. Sore legs, but feeling happy. |
Mile 18: 8:23
Mile 19: 8:17
Mile 20: 8:11
We headed out of the canyon onto University Ave. There were
a few spectators, which helped a little but man did my legs hurts. It
was also incredibly hot without the shade
in the canyon. So I was doing what I could to distract myself, which
mostly
meant singing and dancing along with my music, which the spectators
liked. They would call out my bib number and tell me I was doing well.
This section was also pretty flat, and I pick up speed pretty fast when
it is flat.They had misters along this section (stations that would
spray you with water) and on top of that I took an extra glass of water
at each station to pour over my head.
Mile 21: 8:14
Mile 22: 8:12
Mile 23: 8:22
There was one last hill at mile 24. It wasn’t huge, but it was at mile 24 of a marathon. By some miracle I didn’t walk it. My lungs could care less about the hill and actually wanted me to go faster, but my legs were deteriorating. All I wanted to do was walk. I told myself that at this point I could walk and still finish under 4 hours. There was a guy with a hose asking people if they wanted to be sprayed. I gestured for them to bring it on and it felt fan-freaking-tastic. After mile 24 though I could actually see the finish line and I didn’t want the spectators to see me walking so I kept going. I tried as hard as I could to not think about how much my legs hurt.
Mile 24: 8:36
Mile 25: 8:27
I ran through another mister, which helped a lot. I was very
thirsty and just imagined something to drink at the end to keep me
moving. My legs hurt even more than before, which I didn't think was
possible. As I got closer there
was more of a crowd and I looked around for Ben’s family. As soon as I
saw them
I got a burst of energy and gave it all that I could to the finish.
Mile 26: 8:26
Mile 26.2: Didn’t stop by watch…
Second Half Time: 1:50:01
Official Finish Time: 3:41:34 (8:27/m pace)
I was very hot when I finished and a little out of it. They didn't have water at the finish line so I had to settle for Powerade. I went straight to get my finishers photo and the photographer asked me if I was ready and I asked her if I looked ready, because I felt pretty rundown (pun). In all seriousness I didn't feel great. Not sick, but just dizzy and a little overwhelmed.
I look... sweaty. I swear its mostly from the water I poured over my head... |
I was SO grateful they came. Knowing they would be waiting made me push through my dead legs to finish without walking. I decided since my legs were pretty toasted I would wait in the enormous line for post race massages (took over an hour for a 5 minute massage, but it did hurt so good). Then I headed to Emily's to shower and then back home.
So that’s it. I ran a marathon and felt pretty
great. I finished with negative splits and if my legs didn’t give out I feel confident I would have kept picking up
speed and finished a little faster. Unfortunately, legs are required to run so
that didn’t happen. I learned a lot about myself and having confidence in my
running. I also learned I need to do a lot of lunges and downhill running to
prepare myself for St. George… SO MANY people supported me through this and had more confidence in me than I did.
It is three days post-marathon and I haven't done anything more than a mile walk. My legs are still pretty useless. Stairs are my arch-nemesis. I plan to take it easy until the beginning of July and then start training hard for St. George and a hopeful Boston Qualifying time.
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ReplyDeleteyay lizz! so proud of you! just take the elevator up to visit me at work :)
ReplyDeleteWe are glad we made it to see you finish. You looked so great and strong, no one would have known your legs were gone. Thanks for letting us be a part of your victory. Love you.
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